I feel for you. Lost my job in November for not playing along. Started a machine in 2020 going to south korea. I told them as soon as we got the job that I did not and could not do it with my farm. Had already installed one like it and it took a month. Difference was I could come home on Friday nights with it. First was told I wouldn't be required to travel. 6 months later was told they didn't care about my farm I would have to go. That's when I bought my dump truck. November they come around again and I told them not only having a farm to take care of. What happens if I get over there and test positive for covid? They said I could get a shot, nothing they could do about it. What if rocket man gets even more goofy and starts lobbing missiles. Who's gonna pay to take care of my cattle? Not their problem they said. So I was walked outside door after 23 years for refusing to do my job they said. And now it looks like they may not send anyone.